Lost

People love the goods and hate the bads.
We love gaining something and hate losing something . Agree?
We love wealthiness and hate poverty.
We love colourful and joyful life , hate dull and life filled with worries and grief.
We love to make friends with handsome guy/girl and refuse to talk to an old lady begging beside the Macdonald.
How about losing something or someone?
We scare to lose our loves one.
We scare to lose our purpose of life.
We scare to lose our health.
We scare to lose our life.


What do you feel when you feel lost?When life is no longer something you longing for?What on earth am I living for?
A baby....grows up....study hard....pass the examinations with flying colours....obtain a good job...good salary....marry....having children....sending children to school.....having grandchild.....then? say bye bye .....
Is life so meaningless?


How about when you lose a love one?A partner who accompanies you the whole life. Though I didn't have one, but I can say that it is going to be a hard time for those who loses the love one.haha. crap.....
My first experience about death is when I was 9 years old . Grandfather was suffering from blood cancer . He came to kl to seek help from a better hospital. But.....unfortunately he couldnt make it. I cried for the whole day. My beloved grandfather .

However , there is hope behind "lost". Hope is still around us.^^
Without losing , we would not realise the importance of something/someome.We would not treasure what we encompassed . We would not be grateful of what we have.

camp

On the 26th-28th of Dec 2009, i took part in a camp . I was shocked after i realised that i was one of the group leader. There was 11 of us(including myself).2 of the boys are f5, the rest are younger than me. Only one of them was from the same churh . We did not know each other. So what could be expected was that they were so quiet in the first group sharing. I tried my best to speak up and encouraged them to voiced out.Of course i couldn't remember all of their names on the first day.
There was a captain ball competition ( among girls) and basketball competition ( among boys).At first we got the same points.Then we had 2 minutes of the second round and we got beated by the other group.Our group was disqualified><. But nevermind, the most important is everyone can take part in it ^^.Further more.....it was quite boring actually XD The second day :- We had marathon ( about 3 km)and telematch (10 stations) .I was so weary on that day. There was a performance on that night, presented by every group (10 groups). That night we had a sharing session among us and i was quite glad to see that they were willing to share their thoughts .^^ The third day:- Time passed so fast. It was the last day. We didnt have much activities on that day. Just took some photos....... This is the first time that i would not feel upset after the camp ended. I dont know why. kaka.If the organiser heard it, he gona to be very disappointed and upset. XD

it was really a long time since the last time i updated my blog
In this year's holiday, i went for a 10 days camp.It was really interesting and i did learn a lot of things. There was a small misunderstanding between us. And this let us learn to love and forgive . Overally , i did not regret to take part in this 10 days camp. It helps to rebuild my perspective of life .

Thursday -
First of all,i admit that i wasn't good at playing piano . However ,i don't know somehow i

mustered my courageous and went for the school song's audition . ^^'''

At first we was told to go to school hall . But it was used by the afternoon session . OK.Fine.

Though i had to go for the PPS AGM , i went for the audition first . Then it was in Bilik Bahasa .

That piano was......Terrible......I guess it's over hundred years old..hehe..Well , i was very

nervous ,my hands were trembling . ....


Friday :

Due to the terrible condition of the previous piano , Puan Norizan offered us to play again in

school hall today . If i had not mistaken , there were 8 of us (including me) . OMG...i was going to

pull out ...they played very well ...ok..yunshi, take it easy , I told myself .

My hands were trembling . This time even worse then yesterday.....Here we go : CBN , the

shining stars......

恩赐

从前，有两个饥饿的人得到了一位长者的恩赐：一根鱼竿和一篓鲜活硕大的鱼。其中，一个人要了一篓鱼，另一个人要了一根鱼竿，于是他们分道扬镳了。得到鱼的人原地就用干柴搭起篝火煮起了鱼，他狼吞虎咽，还没有品出鲜鱼的肉香，转瞬间，连鱼带汤就被他吃了个精光，不久，他便饿死在空空的鱼篓旁。另一个人则提着鱼竿继续忍饥挨饿，一步步艰难地向海边走去，可当他已经看到不远处那片蔚蓝色的海洋时，他浑身的最后一点力气也使完了，他也只能眼巴巴地带着无尽的遗憾撒手人间。 又有两个饥饿的人，他们同样得到了长者恩赐的一根鱼竿和一篓鱼。只是他们并没有各奔东西，而是商定共同去找寻大海，他俩每次只煮一条鱼，他们经过遥远的跋涉，来到了海边，从此，两人开始了捕鱼为生的日子，几年后，他们盖起了房子，有了各自的家庭、子女，有了自己建造的渔船，过上了幸福安康的生活。
一个人只顾眼前的利益，得到的终将是短暂的欢愉；一个人目标高远，但也要面对现实的生活。只有把理想和现实有机结合起来，才有可能成为一个成功之人。有时候，一个简单的道理，却足以给人意味深长的生命启示。
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机会

A在合资公司做白领，觉得自己满腔抱负没有得到上级的赏识，经常想：如果有一天能见到老总，有机会展示一下自己的才干就好了！
A的同事B，也有同样的想法，他更进一步，去打听老总上下班的时间，算好他大概会在何时进电梯，他也在这个时候去坐电梯，希望能遇到老总，有机会可以打个招呼。
他们的同事C更进一步。他详细了解老总的奋斗历程，弄清老总毕业的学校，人际风格，关心的问题，精心设计了几句简单却有份量的开场白，在算好的时间去乘坐电梯，跟老总打过几次招呼后，终于有一天跟老总长谈了一次，不久就争取到了更好的职位。
愚者错失机会，智者善抓机会，成功者创造机会。机会只给准备好的人，这准备二字，并非说说而已。
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讨厌！！！>.<

有时候还真是讨厌我弟弟。就拿上网来说吧。每每他上网呢，我只要靠近一步呢，他就摆一副丑脸，臭到比死尸还臭。然后就赶我走。用“赶”的！！！！！我呢？上网给他看到呢，他就不停在电脑附近打转，一有机会就坐在前面做他要做的！！我ngum他， 说：“平时你呢就赶我走啦！！现在你也不是一样。。bla bla bla...”然后他就不爽了。真顶不顺。还有一次更厉害。明明是我用着的，他一健步过来，在电脑前打了几下，就叫我不要烦他。喂，现在到底是谁烦谁哦？！！！！！大少爷 ！！！哼。。。

联欢会！！终于完了。。。。^^

haiz....因为这个联欢会我不懂花了多少时间。。。真佩服那些senior....面对着政府考试还能抽出时间来监督。。哈哈。。开幕式还真尴尬呢。。。老师敲 gong 的崔子不懂放哪里。。结果原来在gong下面！！！炸到。然后要放那个。。。erm....不懂叫什么啦。。。又开不到，还叫大会司仪帮忙。结果还是开不到=.=....T.T.....一整天就是跑来跑去催场，超累的。鞋子又不好，把脚给磨破了。。呜呜。。勤兴的事搞了半年的活动终于结束啦。不过当天的音响还真是差到。。。不懂怎样形容才好。听到人家comment今年是他看过最烂一次的联欢会还真的有点伤感呢。不过我本身也认同啦。哈哈。总而言之，最衰就是音响咯，影响整个程序。

有人说人类不是上帝所造的，这怎样解释呢？

如果人不是上帝所造的，那么人从那里来呢？“妈妈生的。”那么妈妈从那里来的呢？“妈妈的妈妈”，妈妈的妈妈又是从那里来的呢？这就麻烦了。有人说是从猴子来的，请问猴子又从从那里来的？猴子的妈妈来的，问到最后，第一只猴子从那里来的？你说我不知道，你去问达尔文吧，达尔文在1859年写了一本轰动全世界的书，叫“物种原始”。那本书最后有一句话说：”第一个生命是从上帝呼气所产生的”，所以他根本没有告诉我们物种从那里而来，并且最后承认生命还是从上帝而来的。　　十九世纪，法国的Louis Pascal(巴斯噶)证明生命不可能从无生命而来，所以神是生命的源头。一个不接受圣经的人，他怎样也没有办法解释这件事，神的道太伟大了。
by 唐崇荣牧师

遇见

今天放学回家看到miss winnie, 吓死我也。 一横讲是她我讲不是她，最后发现原来真的是他。我要问他什么是'deduce',我又不敢问，硬硬推一横去问，以横看到她旁边有位子坐，二话不说就坐下去，没有问过她可不可以。因为一横觉得LRT是公共的。我见一横酱勇敢，于是鼓起勇气问她什么是'deduce'。原来deduce的意思是 ‘give’。然后还问她关于molecule的东西(oxidation)。她一一的回答，可是看得出他很累。我问完后，一横一直笑，我用华语骂一横不要再笑，他应该不会生气我们讲华语瓜？