Lost

People love the goods and hate the bads.
We love gaining something and hate losing something . Agree?
We love wealthiness and hate poverty.
We love colourful and joyful life , hate dull and life filled with worries and grief.
We love to make friends with handsome guy/girl and refuse to talk to an old lady begging beside the Macdonald.
How about losing something or someone?
We scare to lose our loves one.
We scare to lose our purpose of life.
We scare to lose our health.
We scare to lose our life.


What do you feel when you feel lost?When life is no longer something you longing for?What on earth am I living for?
A baby....grows up....study hard....pass the examinations with flying colours....obtain a good job...good salary....marry....having children....sending children to school.....having grandchild.....then? say bye bye .....
Is life so meaningless?


How about when you lose a love one?A partner who accompanies you the whole life. Though I didn't have one, but I can say that it is going to be a hard time for those who loses the love one.haha. crap.....
My first experience about death is when I was 9 years old . Grandfather was suffering from blood cancer . He came to kl to seek help from a better hospital. But.....unfortunately he couldnt make it. I cried for the whole day. My beloved grandfather .

However , there is hope behind "lost". Hope is still around us.^^
Without losing , we would not realise the importance of something/someome.We would not treasure what we encompassed . We would not be grateful of what we have.

camp

On the 26th-28th of Dec 2009, i took part in a camp . I was shocked after i realised that i was one of the group leader. There was 11 of us(including myself).2 of the boys are f5, the rest are younger than me. Only one of them was from the same churh . We did not know each other. So what could be expected was that they were so quiet in the first group sharing. I tried my best to speak up and encouraged them to voiced out.Of course i couldn't remember all of their names on the first day.
There was a captain ball competition ( among girls) and basketball competition ( among boys).At first we got the same points.Then we had 2 minutes of the second round and we got beated by the other group.Our group was disqualified><. But nevermind, the most important is everyone can take part in it ^^.Further more.....it was quite boring actually XD The second day :- We had marathon ( about 3 km)and telematch (10 stations) .I was so weary on that day. There was a performance on that night, presented by every group (10 groups). That night we had a sharing session among us and i was quite glad to see that they were willing to share their thoughts .^^ The third day:- Time passed so fast. It was the last day. We didnt have much activities on that day. Just took some photos....... This is the first time that i would not feel upset after the camp ended. I dont know why. kaka.If the organiser heard it, he gona to be very disappointed and upset. XD

it was really a long time since the last time i updated my blog
In this year's holiday, i went for a 10 days camp.It was really interesting and i did learn a lot of things. There was a small misunderstanding between us. And this let us learn to love and forgive . Overally , i did not regret to take part in this 10 days camp. It helps to rebuild my perspective of life .